Decision Making

Now, my life clouded with dilemma to choose which the best between two choices either to stay on my path as maritime student working in maritime field or doing business. What the people say is true “making decision is more difficult than doing the job”.

If I choose to start the business, there is a lot of opportunity for me to do what I love to do. The happiest people are those who love what they do. Here I found where my passion already is to create the greatest brand to the people. If we love what we do, we’ll going to work hard for the best and not going to give up because we love it. I don’t mind about the money because I believe that if we do what we love, the money will follow. If we always think big, the big think come to us. This is reality that I faced before.

• How could a maritime student doing multimedia tasks. This path is not just simply a straight way. The street is filled up with amazing decorations. Everything can be done in the street more than just walking. This is what we call “don’t set the mind closed in confined environment”.
• Doing business indirectly I created a few job opportunities. At least I contribute something to Malaysian economic growth.
• Our Prophet Muhammad P.B.U.H. said that nine-tenth of livelihood comes from trade.
• This is my willingness to start my own business because it is part of my mom’s family culture. All of them have their own business. Mom, your second son will have his own company for next few years. 

If I choose to work in maritime field, the whole things become opposite. I must to do what I have to do. I still don’t know where my passion is because didn’t start yet and I need to find it there. I must to love what I do, not as do what I love to do. The sounds seem like negative impression but all these are not the problem. Lets we look at positive impression.

• Four years I learn about maritime studies with a lot theories and this is time to practice the whole things together.
• The door was open and it just waits for my decision to enter into executive field.
• Here is where expertise, professionals, businessman/women, clients, boss, CEO, Datuk, Datin, Tan Sri, VIPs, captains, seafarers, brokers, agents, staffs stand and sit together and I should learn from them.
• There also a lot of opportunities that I have to grab. Learn how they working, how to live in executive  world, and …

Hey HMY, you must get out from your comfort zone!

25th day and me

This article written on May 25^th 2011,

This is the moments about the day on 25 and it relationship to my life. I call it as my lucky day.

• 25^th June, of course the anniversary of my birthday.
• 25th April 2004, first day in technical school as a new student (jambu)
• 25^th December 2005, first time I involved into employment.
• 25^th February 2006, it related to my first phone number.
• 25^th June 2007, unforgotten moment happened while doing banking business and my birthday also.
• 25^th June 2008, my birthday with officially hold complete driving licence (B2,D)
• 25^th June 2009, I don’t think this is my lucky day because the whole world shocked with Michael Jackson’s death.
• 25^th June 2010, for the first time celebrate my birthday at the sea. Thanks to Emong (Hamzah), ship cook who was cooking special meals for us as my birthday celebration.
• 25^th January 2011, I don’t know how write down here.
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That all the moments that I still remember and not simply that I think. I try to remind what else beside the listed moments above.

you are not really smart

The worst thing happened to me while on the way heading to my hometown, my phone was out of battery when my journey still hundred miles to go. It is worse than a phone without credit. I came to bus’s cockpit to ask about socket attached at the dashboard. Sadly the driver said the socket was malfunctioning. So, I just let my phone as a useless heavy stone in my pocket.

The weakness of Satio battery life is not a new problem to me. I faced this problem since the first time I was using this heavy smart phone. Satio, you are the smart phone but not really smart for me. Every day I need to tie up you with the cable to recharge. Is it the same problem happen to another smart phone? Which mean full touch screen phone?

You used the battery power like crazy. I don’t understand how much power used to start up when I switch you on. You took half from the whole battery power although the battery was in full capacity before I require to switching you off. No other ways beside switch you off when you were not working. This is your common syndrome. How could I would to say you are a smart phone? 

Really need a new laptop.

My laptop screen is start to blinking. I don’t know why and what happened. Visually my laptop looks like one of character in Transformer movie. Only one person who didn’t scare to touching this laptop is me. It seems like me as a very hardcore blogger. Only I know how to switch this laptop’s power button on. Actually it is not security measures but because of the power button was malfunction and it needs a very special technique to switch it on. It just connects two connections using special tool. Usually I use keys.

Physically it looks very old laptop (of course), power button didn’t used anymore as I mention before, very noisy ventilation fan, webcam always not recognize, only one of three USB ports still can be used, just a little space left in 80GB HDD (both C and D partition), RAM DDR2 2GB (not bad), battery is just a decoration, very old version single core processor with 2.2GHz speed. Low volume speaker, screen color display is going to be yellowish and sadly the lid cannot support by itself. It seems like a hand without bone.

I really need a new laptop now!

Now, I don’t want to say anything at all. At the end of this year, I should have one Macbook Pro as target. It price is quite expensive almost 10k in Malaysia Ringgit. Oh no, where can I get the money as much as like that? PAMA didn’t support me for certain things like this one and not for everything. They want me to stand on my own legs. So, what do I suggest to get this one?

Don’t leave it with question mark, I should do something. Of course one of that, I should become super-extreme-hardcore blogger to get more visitor and earn some money from advertisements. Doing part-time job, promote my production jobs, sell my talents and whatever.

Macbook Pro, you’ll be mine soon. 

I want conquer the world of water

For the first time I have my own underwater pictures with super-sexy posing like a model. Even for the first time the deepest ever I dived without breathing apparatus. It is a pool with five meter depth. Honestly I admit that I can’t swim like the other swimmer. Until today I still learn and improve how to swim faster and stay afloat on the water longer. By laying the body on the water surface like laying on the big, soft and nice bed is much more relax technique for me to stay afloat longer but it still not enough.  I know swimming is not natural for everyone like biking, running, and walking. It takes some coordination and stamina to learn how to swim. I want afloat vertically for long time and swim with various styles.

This time I felt confident that I can swim and dive even though I still unable to swim perfectly. I took the challenge to swim in one of two pools which is the deepest with five meter depth and other pool is two meter. Two meter is still consider deep pool where is the depth is higher than my height. This is what we call Olympic size pool. First thing first I try to afloat vertically and of course it is fag out. Then I called my friend to back up me in case anything happen to me such as muscle cramp while afloat on the deep water. I took another challenge to dive in that pool, how far I can descend. To dive deeper in the water is not easy as we climb higher to the sky. The deeper we descend the higher pressure forces against us. That time I felt something wrong with my face especially with eyes, ears and body. My body compressed with the density and weight of water. I know I can descend deeper because the oxygen contain is still maintain in my body but I can’t stay diving anymore. It just four and half meter I think and my friend was reaching the pool’s floor. Without wasting the energy, I came back to the surface very fast like a penguin. That time it feel like a balloon floating on the water then swim reach the wall easily. After that I not afraid to the water anymore and it is my new friend. I still remember what my friend said to me, any object when we throw it into the water, it will float by itself except solid metal. In addition, we must know that human is not solid metal.

I heard about equalization technique but I don’t know how to practice. I did it but it not working. So, I require to learn more about swimming, and later I plan to hold a scuba license.

Where the picture is? 

Actually the pictures is not related to this post. Maybe next time...